someone slap me please.

18 demerit points,
but i still failed because i mount kerb at th directional change.
if u ever entered the circuit,
you'll be laughing at me.
directional change parking lot is 1 1/2 normal parking lot size.
uncle and darling couldnt believe that i failed.
RAHSS.

th engine stalled 2 times before moving,
but i manage to kept calm.
im so confident of passing this time.
but i mount th kerb at the first station.
how demoralising.
the tester was nice to allow me complete the entire process.
i jus had no mood to carry on :(

darling woke up at 6am this morning together with me jus to sent me to cdc.
he couldnt manage to wake up i know.
but he deliberately send me there bcause he dont wanna gimme a chance to fail.
mummy, daddy and fat wished me luck this morning.
fortunately, darling got the car this entire week.
but im sucha disappointment.
i tell myself that i wanna drive darling to school after my test,
drive mummy for dinner tonight.
but i couldnt make it.
how sad.


i never felt so sad before.
i kept blaming myself.
how can mount th bloody kerb~!!
i kept laughing because i know my tears are rolling down.
still, i cannot control but broke down crying at home.

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